It is not so easy, this writing balancing between the autoethnographic, writing vulnerably while developing a scholarly language.
Iris de Leeuw comments: ” What you are doing in your honorable practice unfolding step by step this very practice is fascinating although the writing is sometimes a little hard for me to understand completely. It takes a while to get your language and thats a bit weird because you are so crystal clear in your talking and my english is not so bad after all. But its just if you use a format for ‘official’ writing in a court instead of letting go that pattern and lift the veil for communication.- Maybe because your texts seem to be filled with caution making it harder to respond spontaneously.”

I agree! So watch this space.